Wednesday, September 29, 2010
So, D wanted something else to use on me, so i went down to the local tractor supply and found a heavy folded over leather strap, D was impressed with the strap and i was kinda scared of it. Needless to say D became very formabitle wih the strap rather quickly. With the introduction of the strap came the same old problem of me not staying in position for, which did not sit well with her and i just didnt sit well because of it. Something had to be done about this problem, i made a promise to D and i was determined to live up too it.restraints came in to play now, andthey work very well, for a little anyway. I still able to manage to moved around enough to gain her disapproval. I did some research on the internet and found the perfect thing, apunishment bench or a spanking bench. This would difinitely solve the problem, it would allow D to to do her work on me without interruption. D like the idea of being able to restrain me to the point where she was in complete control of me. She decided how long i would be restrained and how long i would be spanked. No discussions, no escaping, nothing, just me strapped down on our new bench,and D was pleased with this new arrangement,very pleased. I on the other hand was not very pleased with this new arrangement,but i was living up to my promise.the spankings became more intense at this point,but D was growing tired of her newly acquired strap and wanted something more,like a paddle. So i did more research and found a paddle that i thought she would be pleased with. So i set out to make D a paddle, a paddle that sooner than later i would learn to hate, but guess who just loved it? The paddle i made was fashioned after a jokari paddle,a paddleball game from the 80's. Half inch oak is what i used to make the paddle,big mistake!!!! That paddle is brutal, and of course D became very capable with it imediately, i will never forget the first time she used it on me,it made a very lasting impresion on me. Well gotta go,more to come. B
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
I am B and my wife is D, we have a great life together and i love hwr very much.we've always had a great sex life, trying new things that some say border on the kinky side.but i have no care what other people say, we like what we like. I've always been intrigued by domestic discpline, spanking,light bondage and stuff like that. Over the years we have experimented a little in those areas, but thats really all that ever came of it.spanking probably tops the list for me and D seemed to enjoy it to with me on the recieving end. I always seemed to have a problem holding position for her to do her work, which seemed to cause D to lose interest in it. I totally understand her reasoning, its not much fun if i keep jumping up, or telling her to stop. So it was kinda put on the back burner until recently. I recently started a new job which was totally foreign to me and was causing me undo stess. I have been thinking more and more about spanking,d/d and the things that go with them, sometimes to the point that it was consuming my whole day. I didnt know where this was coming from all of a sudden, but it was difinitely something that needed to dealt with. D is also going thru some problems of her own,but maybe i will go into that on another post. I have a good life a loving wife, great kids, ahouse, pets,and a job, so im thinking life good for us.so why am i having these feelings of anxiousness, unfocused, and general kaos. I never felt like this before and i didnt like one bit.D and i have been married for13yrs,and i have to say that without her, i wouldnt be the man i am today. Before we got married i wasn't exactly an eagle scout, i did alot of bad things in my younger years,and i think those thing is what has been bothering me ao much lately. I wish i could go back and undo those things but i cant,so i will deal with them,i dont know what sparked all of these thoughts either. So back to the spanking issue,i decide to talk to D about because i know that D will do anything for me and the feelings are likewise. I asked her for a spanking, she asked why and i told her how i had been feeling lately,but that confused her as i was already confused about the thing. Then i told her that i had been thinking about the things that i had done in the past(which she already knew about)and that i felt like a bad personand deserved anything and everything i got. And that ended with me getting really upset and breaking down,and of course D comforted me as she always does, she can always make me feel better.i promised her that if she wanted to give me spanking i would not complain about it and follow her directions completely. So she agreed, and held me to my promise.D loves me very much and would never hurt me intentionally,she knows what i can handle,and apparently i didnt know what i could handle and D was happy to show me. Let me tell you a few things about D she can be a very serious person when she wants to be ie. No warmup spanking, pants down, no moving or complaining,she gives me what she thinks i need and its usually more than what i think i need.so it was the time for my spanking, she used a small paddle that i made some years ago and a leather slapper, i thought they worked perfctly, but D was not having the same thoughts,she wanted something else.well gotta go i will post more soon and hopefully pics too, maybe some video.