who i am? continued

So, D wanted something else to use on me, so i went down to the local tractor supply and found a heavy folded over leather strap, D was impressed with the strap and i was kinda scared of it. Needless to say D became very formabitle wih the strap rather quickly. With the introduction of the strap came the same old problem of me not staying in position for, which did not sit well with her and i just didnt sit well because of it. Something had to be done about this problem, i made a promise to D and i was determined to live up too it.restraints came in to play now, andthey work very well, for a little anyway. I still able to manage to moved around enough to gain her disapproval. I did some research on the internet and found the perfect thing, apunishment bench or a spanking bench. This would difinitely solve the problem, it would allow D to to do her work on me without interruption. D like the idea of being able to restrain me to the point where she was in complete control of me. She decided how long i would be restrained and how long i would be spanked. No discussions, no escaping, nothing, just me strapped down on our new bench,and D was pleased with this new arrangement,very pleased. I on the other hand was not very pleased with this new arrangement,but i was living up to my promise.the spankings became more intense at this point,but D was growing tired of her newly acquired strap and wanted something more,like a paddle. So i did more research and found a paddle that i thought she would be pleased with. So i set out to make D a paddle, a paddle that sooner than later i would learn to hate, but guess who just loved it? The paddle i made was fashioned after a jokari paddle,a paddleball game from the 80's. Half inch oak is what i used to make the paddle,big mistake!!!! That paddle is brutal, and of course D became very capable with it imediately, i will never forget the first time she used it on me,it made a very lasting impresion on me. Well gotta go,more to come. B